omg exams are coming but i havent touched my readings for the second half of the semester. life’s been pretty crazy and i just cant wait to graduate and work full time, or rather do something that i love.

last week was pretty dope, got to attend fashion incubator at parco@millenia, a showcase of 25 local designers laying out their stuff for millenia’s parco opening next april. it was such a pity not having a camera around because the pieces really gave me goosebumps. I think the parco project is really great as a platform for our undiscovered local designers. Thanks Ashburn form testshootgallery for the heads-up! other than that, i dropped by to the nines, that stocked a couple of local brands like elohim, reckless erika and nikicio’s oneandahalf. awesome stuff they got there! serene from to the nines was awesome, i spent at least an hour there. GOD. ahah. girls, go check it out. #05-03 Orchard Central (i realize i’m typing like i’m posting for psf now, hahahah)

anyhows, weekend was piled up with starry’s birthday chalet as well. Had an overload of steamboat, that is, lots of my favorite golden mushroom, balls and shabushabu! yums. okay photos now, tired at work ):

yawn. tara.

definitivetouch

Kris Van Assche Military Officer Trouser

finally done with my horrible 1800 word essay. yes, it’s just 1800 but one of my longest yet. nooob.

even with all that work, i have been lacking in discipline. there’s just really too little time i think, such that priorities change and because i mold schedules to fit those priorities, people around me get affected unless they adapt as well, otherwise they get irritated. homeostasis you understand?

yeaps, getting my life packed is actually awesome, partying to cover events can be an excuse, but seriously i am out of it. Anyway, i have nothing to complain about actually, other than the bad word, SCHOOL. boo.

mstrkrft, I THINK.

smg, SMUDGESTORE event, the day i attempted to type that drunk post? HAHA yeah jj’s dimple is dope. alex’s yawning. HA

this picture makes me feel that i should always be this happy.

there were bunny girls there, like really.

where’s jem!

nica baby was back for her 21st blast! partying together after damn long! and in a blink of an eye, she’s gone again.

nica’s birthday blast at muddy murphy’s and zouk afters! awesomeness.

i shall be disciplined and read my readings, listen to my webcast lectures, do my assignments days prior to deadlines and start studying for exams that will come 21 nov. SADS. but well for now, better happier days ahead! tara!

I am addicted. addicted to le love. We always diss those depressed fucks and never do realize why they just can’t move on with their lives. It gets irritating sometimes but admit it, you get those sickly kicks now and then. The reasons why it doesn’t show are because: You have a better sense of rationalization. You have work on hand for distraction. You don’t listen to sad songs. now, what was that for.

School is fucking me up, i feel like i’m burning at all ends and will soon vanish. i am sick physically and emotionally. I need this week to be over but give me a bit more time to finish my essays.

i am sorry for what we did.

goodnight world, depressedgirl’89 signing off.

i am attempting to type a blogpost while i’m high, in the dark, it will be quitr a surprise if i can type half the text right. fuckung awesome night at smugdestore’s showcase at rebel which clearly explains my insanity now. wooooohoooooo! dont know what the fuck i am doing man, FORGET IT HUN.tske a shot. i;m having funcking migraine and i have to add its been months since ive got so high up in the sky! eat it up.

two times this week , love. tara.

i’m messed up. Nothing can really describe how i’m feeling now. So sad i could cry my eyes out. So fucking angry i could bash/stab/smash that head on a fucking drain or force thinner down someone’s throat. It is a whole mix of emotions which i cant decipher myself needless to say the rest.

the paranoia really hit me hard this time, can the world be slightly simpler, or are the ones really facing extinction. FUCK YOU LA FUCKING SERIOUSLY.

不要绝望, 就有希望! RIGHT?

THOSE DICKS SHOULD ROT.

LELOVE

now. i dont know, you get me?

God i screwed up el2251 and soon to be, my nm 2201 and 2101.

There are no excuses. it is time to get away bang, brush up and work harder. i will be patient while waiting for freedom.

photocredits: lesmoking

was us. izkstn your music sounds like your writing. (

okay BIG BLUNDER. i just realized my test is going to be tomorrow and not wednesday. How stupid can i get. i wanna cry. if i knew i wouldn’t have gone out during the weekend.

Well the weekend was random, not surprising, walking around town with nette, chilling at starbucks, Ben&Jerry’s for my strawberry cheesecake ice-cream and an impromptu visit to a birthday party at costa sands although i do not even know who was the birthday boy. But anyhows the alcohol was flowing too fine. I got to thank kevin, syhams and thomas for the b&j vouchers because i was fucking broke. and their strip vouchers were put to good use, for my manicure and haha, bikini wax, before they all got expired.

can’t wait for this week to end, for more more more chillings. breakfast date with the usuals on sunday!

seriously don’t let me see your stupid face fucking ass, perhaps poking yourself with needles will let your fats leak out easier.

DIPLO WAS THE MAN. photocredits: thomas tan

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okay enough of my lame utterances . byebye, study liao